mon:
im seriously incompetent.
):
they say that part was considered difficult,
i think it was more of an excuse.
i know my ability. i don't wish to deceive ppl or myself lahh.
i can't do well--that's a fact.
i seriously feel like giving up.
erhu instructor keep saying wrong.wrong.wrong
until i feel like crying on the spot.
th only funny part was that i keep playing at different timings for part b
then i look at instructor, and he laughed and say:"u play how many wrong alr arh?"
i died terribly today.
i know im dumb.

tues:
practice was slightly better than ytd's.
conductor tell me smth like what all the instructors didnt mean to torment me with part c.
heh. i suddenly feel like laughing.

wed:
outing with clique! ^^V
met Jojo and Geraldine L. at aries.
Jojo tell me when i go hug her th shop owner stare.
LOL.
then walked to ehub with them + rika & xin yan.
okay, then we keep talking about th same thing from ws to ehub.
started to buy food.
then met janice at pasir ris park.
before that keep walking in the rain.
we sit under shelter for a picnic then got one contractor keep staring.
walked to bicycle kiosk around 2+plus.
rented bikes \m/
me and xin yan share one double bike, gl and janice share one too.
jojo and rika took single bike.
starting xin yan sit in front, i sit behind.
damn shiok.
:D
started cycling around th whole pasir ris park.
took pictures, then my turn to sit in front.
okay, i ride until i crash into a bush.
and xin yan jumped out of the bike.
heh. x.x
then i scared tio, so xin yan sit in front again.
:D
on the way back, janice and i paired up while gl and xin yan paired up.
then xy, gl and jojo damn lag behind.
so we waited for them at the bicycle kiosk and starting eating tidbits.
(:
then they came back, started to talk...
walked to the beach again, then they continued.
from 5+pm to 7+pm sit on the rocks.
the wind damn nice ^^