today CG practice was awesome
firstly,
instructors were late for almost an hour
then distributed instruments for SYF
XYLOPHONE!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
i seriously love that instrument lahh!
i always wished that i could play that instrument
and now my wish is fulfilled♥
i aint giving my chance up
:D :D :D
OMGGGGGG
i dun mind bringing th instrument home lahh
haha
:X
i love th xylophone more than anything in this world♥
then keep practicing th xylophone throughout th whole session
i even gave up my break time
(:

FINALLY...
aft so long,
im very determined to cut my hair
and so i really went to cut it
wow...
just as expected.
didnt turn out right
-.-"
anyway,
i'm seriously,really,really,really looking forward to th China trip
(:

ytd MTDC's practice was a disaster
on th way there, saw senior
then missed one train
reached there,
two ppl forgot to bring instruments
wasted time to look for extras
i didnt practice cos of th camp
my basics damn lousy
>.<
then instructor tested me for th new song
he asked if i wanted to play with th metronome
no way mansxc
x.x
didnt improve either
anyway,
last night was his last day teaching us in PRSS
haix
next week new instructor coming
heard that he is hot-tempered
wah..
confirm die
totally forgotten that ytd was my bro birthday
for th first time,
i wasnt at home to celebrate it with him
haix...

last day of sch todayy
(:
but yuting nv go sch
):
anyway,
everyone seems so tanned and reddish after camping
haha
had leadership programme early in th morning until 11.40am
proceeded to th hall for talent time
nice performances
dismissal time,
then chiong to I.T room for sze chuan trip briefing
YAYYYYYY
my partner for th trip is xin hong
hahahahaha
damn happy sia
tonight still got MTDC
wah...sian sia
holidays have started but still have practice
-.-"

had camp on tues and wed
quite boring, but fun.

tues:
took bus to yishun bottle tree park.
on th way, sat behind th instructors with amelia
then amelia and i peeped through th cracks between th seats and saw th grouping arrangement.
XD
reached, settled into groups.
started with some small games , then some guys tried th flying fox.
aft lunch was water rafting.
kena lectured by chief instructor
then pitched tents.
dinner time,
got one girl keep crying cos she miss her teddy bear or duno miss what lahh
walao
lame sia
then she sat beside me and mr fong asked me to take care of her
-.-"
played 'kidnapped'
walked here walked there
somemore damn dark
^^
found th guy who was 'kidnapped',
wrote reflection and went to our tents around 10.45pm
freaking hot at night
got a lot of ppl keep walking out of their tents
time seemed to pass very slowly at night.
cant sleep cos th moonlight damn bright and that girl keep crying.
:/
left th tent at 4.21am with some other girls.
chatted until 7am

wed:
gathered at basketball court.
started our amazing race at around 8.45am
walked around yishun to find th ans
that place damn big sia
gathered again at around 11.30am under a void deck
then proceeded to Safra
wah...th aircon over there damn shiok
almost fell asleep
:X
walked back to th bottle tree park again
packed tent and did area cleaning before playing dry rafting
funnn
:D
threw water bombs at other groups.
then packed up and went back to CSS

went to discovery centre
quite boring uh...
kill time by folding papers stars on th bus with yu ting
:D
th drama cher picked up one of our paper from th floor and helped us make too
XD
today cca practice:
one word-boring.
basics sucks
following th metronome wasnt easy at all
D:
break time,
still need take out other instrument in th room to practice for MTDC while seniors get to go for break
:/
i improveddddd
:D :D :D
then cher keep saying good
YAY
(:
aft that, he left th auditorium without warning , leaving me alone there
walao
he damn 'good' luhh
-.-"
aft he came back, asked us why need leave early
then talked about china
LOL
he damn happy
keep talking about there
^^
went for briefing with xin hong and hui min
ended at 6pm
went back to auditorium,
door was locked
so went out of school


wow,
so that's how u treat those around u
thanks for showing me your true colours today
i was such a fool
you only do things for yourself
wat a selfish chap
you can sacrifice ur friends just because of one stupid bus
wat a "great" friend u are
i dont think u even deserve any friends
dont expect me to treat u like th way i treat others
i believe retribution will befall u
it's only a matter of time

Fake
everything about you was a lie.

MTDC'S BACK!
i'm loving MTDC
:D
maybe cos of __________ bah
(:
i'm just so lucky
ytd MTDC was greatttttt
one new girl came,
that makes 6
(:
saw each other, smiled
instructor thought we knew each other
haha
told th instructor smth aft he talked a lot of crap
then he said i'm similar to one of th guys
-.-"
cant get my speed right
but who cares
i'm having tons of fun there
(:
ilovepercussion

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got back lit and art paper today
OMG
cant believe that i got A2 for art
for th first time in CSS
haha
:X
lit marks was great
^^
unbelieveable too

math, history and eng results back
math was not bad, but like kinda lousy?
>.<
history and eng still ok
but i dun like my results, tmr returning lit
duno when returning art
brought my cross-word puzzle bk today
(:
almost kena confiscated cos xin yan tried to find th words during chinese lesson
haha heng sia
cher only asked her to put it away
then got a few mins free
continued to find th words with amelia and xinyan aft that
currently packing chinese file with tricia and jiawen
kena selected to pass up th file cos cher wanna check
wth

got back results todayyy(!)
OMGG
DNT result was not as bad as i had expected
:B
but the result still not very good
nvm.
chinese and science overall result was satisfying
:D
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evening, met up with some ppl
called amelia, then went to her house to d'siao her
haha funny
bro gave me sweets
XD
but i gave it to amelia
haha
then bro keep saying he wanna go my house
but mum's not working
-.-"
spammed called sis but no one picked up
wanted her to meet us up cus bro wanted to see how she looked like
haha
no chance
XP

went out with Rika today
was quite okay until we saw a blondie
damn kp sia
so Rika suggested staring at that bitch
but in th end she didn't look at us
wtf...nb lahh
-.-"
anyway,
didn't manage to find PSP cover
):

Of All People, Why ME?!
nth is fair;
damn th world
MTDC's coming on thurs
wth
x.x

EXPLOITATION
nobody likes to be treated that way
but why are some ppl still doing that to others?
are their brains so small that all they could think was themselves?
are their eyes that small until what they could see was only themselves?
or was it lack of consideration that lead to pure selfishness?

IT'S FINALLY AFT TH EXAMZ
slacked @Janice's house with GT,Rika,Sorfina nn Suha aft lc
first time out with Sorfina
cool~
went ws supermarket buy tidbits
took bus 403 to Janice's house
on th bus, everyone talked so louddddd
but nobody cared
:D
walked under th rain with them aft getting off th bus
then stood in th middle of th road to chat
rain got heavier,started running to Janice's house
finally reached,
but all of us got wet
:D
Janice and Rika ordered pizza,
then started watching DVD in th room
th girl's pretteh,th guy's cute
everyone was like keeping saying how hot th guy is whenever he appeared in th scene
-.-"
wanted to watch a horror show or watever
but smth went wrong
so Rika, GT and Janice started singing and dancing while th rest stared at them
LOL
started playing truth or dare and "th hot seat"
finally,
everyone helped Rika dressed up cos she's going out
then Janice's dad gave us a lift
OMG
HER DAD'S SO COOL
:D

it's finally raining
:D
aft countless days of hot weather
ytd slept at 3.10am,
many thanks to someone who kept me company from 1.30am to 3.10am on th phone
(:
MYE is on monnnnnn
):

this was not what i wanted,
this was not what i expected.
th truth came crashing down unexpectingly
this was th price to pay for wanting to know more
i finally know- ignorant is bliss.
but at least i wont waste my time thinking about it anymore

what is considered a true friend?
one may yearn for a true friend,
but maybe all of us should try to be one instead

just came back from tm
today was an 'exercise' day
kept walking around to find place to settle at first
then from pasir ris to bedok then to simei and finally tm
-.-"
finished my hw,
then kena forced to go shopping with them